Remainders

by Harbours

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released May 28, 2011

Matthew Gutierrez, Raymond Bolado, Hayes Martin, Jordan Lowe

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Track Name: Intro (Going Home)
"I met an old sailor once. He told me he went overboard, tangled in his sails. When they pulled him out it took him five minutes to cough. He said it was like going home."
Track Name: Disconnect
I wish I had a simpler answer to this, a problem buried under years of rust and regret and now that the water's wrapped around my my chest, I'm barely staying afloat. I'm sinking like a wreck. Who is that boy I see staring back in the mirror? I've forgotten his name. I can feel his pain. I can see the flames. But no one can ever hear him scream. It's always easier to try and find a way out, to leave it all behind and hope the world disappears every time I close my eyes. But it's always still there in my nightmares. And though my friends and family are always here being left alone is still my greatest fear. And at times I still wonder if I will ever leave and disconnect from the world that's been haunting me. I think I've lost myself on this walk through Hell.
Track Name: Remainders
Why do I even try? False prophets in empty hallways, I wish I could see your face always. In my dreams and in my nightmares I'm always losing you night after night. I die everyday. I wish for sleep more than dreams. Rose petals on the floor and shattered glass from the night before. I can't live like this anymore. Looking back on my life, watch the leaves change and fall from the sky. Is this what it feels like to die -- to be overlooked and left behind? I can still smell the ocean breeze and the building fear inside. At this rate I'll be alone. Tasting the frostbite in the air, idle feet taking me nowhere. All these remainders come crashing down, suffocating me from all around. This is my dying wish; this is my end to this. On my last dying breath I'll make this worth it in the end. Rose petals on the floor and shattered glass from the night before. I can't live like this anymore. Why do I lay awake at night and think of my life as it passes me by? I'd be lying if I said I've gotten used to this -- all these sleepless nights.
Track Name: Ghost Weather
I cannot take this silence or this constant scenery. Following the road through foggy windows leaves me wondering: am I going anywhere at all? My ship's about to sink. Going home has never felt so wrong. But I know I'll be saying hello to sorrow again. And through all this agony I know I'll survive as long as I have those I love by my side. 18 years have led to this and now there's no turning back. I'm giving up everything, all my sorrow and my regret. In this gray ghost weather I've finally found my place and I'll soon fade away. Tell me a secret. Hold out a hand, lead me to a safer place where I can understand and become a better man.

"'I once told you about a sailor who described drowning to me.'

'Yes, he said it was like going home.'

'I was lying. He said it was agony'"

I'm at the bottom of the world. I'm at the bottom of everything and no one can save me.